It's amazing, really, this LIMBO I feel myself in right now...and not comfortable at the same time. Part of me feels as though I have moved ... only I don't live in Carbondale nor do I reside in Effingham. It's as though my new residence is some transitory world between them both. I don't like it much, really. Well, to be completely honest...I REALLY don't like it at all. It could be said that I live 2 lives...have one foot in each. But actually I feel like I have no feet in either. I have friends in both but rarely can I be with them. My family exists in one but sadly, my time with them lately has been limited.
Though I know that what I am doing is the right thing to do, this adjustment into full acclimation is a bit of a struggle this semester. Without going into the nitty gritty details of it all, I feel quite alone. Adapting is part of my motto in life "Adapt, Improvise, and Overcome." However, regardless of the maxim it is in my life it is always a goal to shoot for also. It's not always as easy as I might make it seem or sound.
But....I do know that all will be well and that God is watching over and guiding me. It is only through HIM that I am even remotely succeeding at this school thing, as well as in life!
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